hopelessly alone
this is going to be emo, if you dont like it fuck you.
right now im so depressed so hopeless and alone i cant even cry
the only person i have to go to is both not here and i cant go to
my heartaches for someone to be an equal and support each other, i dunno maybe im too young or something but for some reason that is what i want
it doesnt even have to be a real "bf-gf" relationship, i just want someone who i can hold and be affectionate to and cry in front of and not be thought less of, someone who, when i want to be, be the hopeless sweet talking romantic. or others the soul striving to find its mate, and other times just be a 7yr old kid again(not litterally) and have a butt load of fun without all the drama.
I JUST WANT TO LOVE AND BE LOVED BACK THE SAME WAY!
is that too much to ask?
because it seems that way, right now i'd rather die than live another moment without that person,
i want to sing someone to sleep, and then lay awake holding them watching over them, to love and be loved no matter what and be the one person that they have an intimate romantic relationship with. i dont know maybe this whole highschool shit has gotten to me.
i dont want to be cheated or hurt, i want my soul mate and im tired of being patient
if you are that person and you're reading this, please come rescue me
i recently posted a bulletin about wishes i put:
I W S W R M F H, S I C B H F O
I wish someone would recuse me from heartache, so i can be happy for once
the reason im like this knows who they are, and i just wish they would realize that im waiting, and hurting until they realize i am the right person. but i dont know anymore cause im really starting to give up this time.
right now im so depressed so hopeless and alone i cant even cry
the only person i have to go to is both not here and i cant go to
my heartaches for someone to be an equal and support each other, i dunno maybe im too young or something but for some reason that is what i want
it doesnt even have to be a real "bf-gf" relationship, i just want someone who i can hold and be affectionate to and cry in front of and not be thought less of, someone who, when i want to be, be the hopeless sweet talking romantic. or others the soul striving to find its mate, and other times just be a 7yr old kid again(not litterally) and have a butt load of fun without all the drama.
I JUST WANT TO LOVE AND BE LOVED BACK THE SAME WAY!
is that too much to ask?
because it seems that way, right now i'd rather die than live another moment without that person,
i want to sing someone to sleep, and then lay awake holding them watching over them, to love and be loved no matter what and be the one person that they have an intimate romantic relationship with. i dont know maybe this whole highschool shit has gotten to me.
i dont want to be cheated or hurt, i want my soul mate and im tired of being patient
if you are that person and you're reading this, please come rescue me
i recently posted a bulletin about wishes i put:
I W S W R M F H, S I C B H F O
I wish someone would recuse me from heartache, so i can be happy for once
the reason im like this knows who they are, and i just wish they would realize that im waiting, and hurting until they realize i am the right person. but i dont know anymore cause im really starting to give up this time.