Jan 13, 2005 19:51
So today was ok ... 2nd period didn't do much, bruin hour was cool me and tyger planned out our life together.. the cute little black mullet babies running around everywhere! good times... 4th period .. physics so lately I just have that feeling that amanda is all pissy at me. Like i was joking with her about her doing heavy drugs and shit and she's like "quit being a douch" i was like hmm ok i was kindin and she made other comments about how im so emotional and shit like that and i was like hmm ok dont like then fuck off! I know she's going to read this probably oh well.. She's know me long enough and she should be use to me being emotional .. she need to buck up and get use to it or just ignore me when i'm being emotional bc callin me names and shit to my face doesn't make it better! And yea not like all pissed about this i'm just like whatever amanda .. maybe we've been hanging out to much lately ( you know how when u hang out with someone for a long time like non stop .. and u get annoyed with them) yea thats what happening i mean we have every class together except 1 and we spent all friday and sunday together so yea i understand she's probably sick of me ... oh well shit happens.. so yea new topic .. so i so agent ese arm .. yea cuts marks! GRR i dont understand and like i dont like when ppl do that ESPICALLY ppl i care about... bc i dont like them hurting themself and i was like i'm disappointed ju ju and she was like well i think of it like this ......"it's my business" ouch! burn i just care about her and i dont want to hurt herself anymore that all... so yes right now i'm not feeling the love from my friends .. but as amanda says "I;m just being to emotional" and i'll get over it... so yea i better go i've got shit to do