1.2.3. sobriety(minus w33d) loneliness has got the best of me<./3
Saturday night I watch Channel 5.
I'm supposed to be at some party right now.
I kinda don't wanna walk around aimlessly looking for apartment complexes. No sense of direction & all.
I miss British TV.
I particularly like. CSI.
I miss home. I want to have a night in (probably) & another night around drunk people may be a stretch.
I don't ever dream. about you & Me.
we reconnect & it's perfect or awful or anywhere in between.
but so real.
always so real.
arrows face is etched forever. gross out, huh?
I don't ever make up stuff about us. that would be considered insanity.
Quite ridiculous how far my fantasies go.
in the future in the idealistic or madness of us.
I'm on day 30 . no alcohol. I've fucked up with prescription pills kinda.
but I'm proud of myself. I'm getting there. My ships back & I'VE CODED.
with comparing them to us. ripping myself apart with portishead & arguements.
not worth my energy, ya ken? a senior in a week-really.2 credits away or something.
so close. here comes a text to convince. let's see if I can shake it off.
I love steph though. not vagina monologues way (I NEED TO SEE THAT
I never go to school events a few art things but I'm a non-involver)...
I will pack my bags, just to stay in the corner of your heart-EDINBRA
Steph's cousin has my medicine, leafy heaven. needs direction too.
that easily swayed always hahahahhahaha. 1-2-3.
I was always so swayed by arrows & it's killing me it really is...
secret agent names. michael arrows. researched. purposeful.
like betty noir (francis black)...more meaningful.
& reba whatsherface. yikes reminds me of reba mcentire, may need to work on that.
my good ole "sis" can be Nalia. cuccia, NALIA CUCCIA. pretty good. LEMME START MY BOOK...right.
Nalia's friend Coral used to play the piano.
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding.
arrows you lied about us again...
I NEED YOU NOW LIKE I NEED YOU THEN.
YOU ALWAYS SAID THAT WE'D BE FRIENDS-SOMEDAY.
I'm supposed to be at some party right now.
I kinda don't wanna walk around aimlessly looking for apartment complexes. No sense of direction & all.
I miss British TV.
I particularly like. CSI.
I miss home. I want to have a night in (probably) & another night around drunk people may be a stretch.
I don't ever dream. about you & Me.
we reconnect & it's perfect or awful or anywhere in between.
but so real.
always so real.
arrows face is etched forever. gross out, huh?
I don't ever make up stuff about us. that would be considered insanity.
Quite ridiculous how far my fantasies go.
in the future in the idealistic or madness of us.
I'm on day 30 . no alcohol. I've fucked up with prescription pills kinda.
but I'm proud of myself. I'm getting there. My ships back & I'VE CODED.
with comparing them to us. ripping myself apart with portishead & arguements.
not worth my energy, ya ken? a senior in a week-really.2 credits away or something.
so close. here comes a text to convince. let's see if I can shake it off.
I love steph though. not vagina monologues way (I NEED TO SEE THAT
I never go to school events a few art things but I'm a non-involver)...
I will pack my bags, just to stay in the corner of your heart-EDINBRA
Click to viewSteph's cousin has my medicine, leafy heaven. needs direction too.
that easily swayed always hahahahhahaha. 1-2-3.
I was always so swayed by arrows & it's killing me it really is...
secret agent names. michael arrows. researched. purposeful.
like betty noir (francis black)...more meaningful.
& reba whatsherface. yikes reminds me of reba mcentire, may need to work on that.
my good ole "sis" can be Nalia. cuccia, NALIA CUCCIA. pretty good. LEMME START MY BOOK...right.
Nalia's friend Coral used to play the piano.
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding.
arrows you lied about us again...
I NEED YOU NOW LIKE I NEED YOU THEN.
YOU ALWAYS SAID THAT WE'D BE FRIENDS-SOMEDAY.