It's something I need to talk about and have never before and I don't even give a damn if anyone's reading this or not I just need to say it somewhere.
I'm like the exact opposite. I'm so terrified of any sort of chemical addiction that I will have to be completely incapable of functioning before I will take anything harder than ibuprofen. I have bottles of oxycontin in my house most of them expired that have been prescribed for my chronic pain conditions. Unless I am just crying and suicidal from the pain...I won't even take one. Because I am afraid of becoming dependent on *anything* or anyone. People? They let you down. Chemicals, too. I guess I'd rather suffer physical pain than what you're going through.
I wish I could say something upbeat or uplifting but...I can't. I'm the opposite side of the same coin and it's not much more fun over here.
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I wish I could say something upbeat or uplifting but...I can't. I'm the opposite side of the same coin and it's not much more fun over here.
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