Sketch 031
VENUS?! With a ponytail. X3 He wasn't enough of a girl before. There's a comic I've been dying to draw out about Venus and semi-cosmic battle with a cockroach. I've been wanting to try different designs for some ASPS characters. I think I like Venus like this.
As always, I post on my sketchblog with the alternative motive of blogging about something afterwards. I feel sad. I think one of my friends is unhappy with me. We had this joking morethanfriends moment, and now they may be avoiding me. I suspect this person is tough on the outside and sort of gooey on the inside, so they shy away from conflict. If I approached them to find out how they felt for realsies, they might make a run for it, thus making things more awkward. The trouble is, I'm reading it like this person doesn't actually have feelings for me, so I'm trying to drop it like "that was sweet of you, it's ok, we can move on now" ... perhaps I'm wrong to do that. I have no idea how they actually feel.
Sadly, [or not sadly?] I like this person regardless of intimacy and would enjoy any form of hang out time. For the moment though, I'm afraid all forms of hang out may be up to them. T_T The most I could bring myself to do was drop them a note, as calling or stopping by would be invading private space.
So... hey... you. If you're reading this, even though I know you aren't : I'm completely ok with you, I don't expect anything, we don't even have to talk about it. But let's hang out with our friends again. oAo