I just...there are no words.
So, I don't sleep most of the night.
My Dad asks me what is wrong. So I tell him about last night.
And what do I get in return?
"You had never told your online friends about accepting that ride from the boy...there is a difference between online and RL friends..."
I am so fucking sick and tired of bullshit from them, and from Ben.
My beliefs, the ones I hold so closely to my heart, and constantly stomped on by my Dads.
Telling me I can't possibly be Jewish, or a real Jew. That's ghosts don't exist; I am making up. I couldn't have possibly lived a past life; it some sort of sick fantasy I got from reading too many books.
Oh, let's not forget the kicker: You're not depressed, you're bullshitting. You don't have bipolar II. You don't have eating issues.
DESPITE THE FUCKING FACT THAT BIPOLAR MEDS HAVE MADE ME MORE STABLE THAN ANYTHING ELSE.
And then they wonder why my self esteem is down the toilet and I am angry with them.
...They used to call my online friends my "invisible friends, because they don't exist".
WTF is wrong with male logic? Can someone explain this to me? What am I missing out on here?
My Dad asks me what is wrong. So I tell him about last night.
And what do I get in return?
"You had never told your online friends about accepting that ride from the boy...there is a difference between online and RL friends..."
I am so fucking sick and tired of bullshit from them, and from Ben.
My beliefs, the ones I hold so closely to my heart, and constantly stomped on by my Dads.
Telling me I can't possibly be Jewish, or a real Jew. That's ghosts don't exist; I am making up. I couldn't have possibly lived a past life; it some sort of sick fantasy I got from reading too many books.
Oh, let's not forget the kicker: You're not depressed, you're bullshitting. You don't have bipolar II. You don't have eating issues.
DESPITE THE FUCKING FACT THAT BIPOLAR MEDS HAVE MADE ME MORE STABLE THAN ANYTHING ELSE.
And then they wonder why my self esteem is down the toilet and I am angry with them.
...They used to call my online friends my "invisible friends, because they don't exist".
WTF is wrong with male logic? Can someone explain this to me? What am I missing out on here?