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Aug 31, 2006 23:00

Wow. I guess its about time I dust this thing off, eh?

So I started my senior year today. I cannot wait to graduate and get far away from these people. I swear to God, they are all idiots! First of all, everyone's schedule was messed up. And I mean EVERYONE. My guidance counselor decides to call me yesterday afternoon to tell me that all of my classes are conflicting with each other. I was uber pissed, I had to drop 2 honors classes. Then, my schedule says study hall instead of lunch. I was like wow thanks, you are robbing me of my creditentials AND starving me! In the immortal words of Mr. Morgan: SUPER DUPER! Then, in homeroom, the biggest idiot in the class had a whole gallon of apple juice and decides to spill it, exploding it all over me, Tim, and Jenna. GAHHH!

So now my non-honors classes are boring as all hell. Plus I am leaving Tuesday to go to Germany and I will be missing two weeks worth of school. Great. *sigh* Not to mention that the kid that I like, who I work with, I just found out that he has known all along that I liked him. Its kind of a long story but lets just say I haven't decided whether or not it is a good thing.

I have barely any friends in any of my classes. I have Jenna in Economics/Political Systems. No one in Spanish, April in Honors Calc, Lunch is good tho I have Eve, Alyssa, Bethany, Lyndsay, and Lauren. Lyndsay, Kym, and Tim are in my English, Judy and Raquel in gym, Tim, Jared, Priya, and April in CHS Chem, and then Alyssa, Eve, and Sara in Film Studies.

I really miss last year. Especially English with Mrs. Shaffer. That was by far my favoritest class.

It is so wierd to be thinking that in 9 months I will be graduating! My whole life has been school summer school summer etc. etc.. not to mention the fact that it has been the same annoying people that I have grown up with. But now, after I graduate, they will all be gone. For most of them, I am happy. However, I will really miss my friends! And I know I am going to lose touch with some of those who I am not so close with, but we are still pretty good friends, if that makes sense. It makes me sad to think that I am going to be going on in life without all these people who have always been there. I mean I know I hate them, there is no question about that, but it is the fact that I have always counted on them being there, the antagonists of my life story. I guess I just never realized that this day would actually arrive, and that it would arrive so quickly. These people, and my school are one of the only constants in my life, and now it will all be gone. I look back on my school career... All the friendships that I have had, which ones were good, which ones ended horribly, all the memories of sleepovers and trick or treating and birthday parties. It really happened, and now its really over. It is like closing the first book in a series; my childhood will be gone...forever.
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