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I've been thinking alot about my life lately, where I have been, where I am now, and where I'm going. I'm not quite sure I know what my conclusion is, but I do know that I'm sick of all the shit in my life. Today was Easter. It was probably the worst day I've had in a long time. My parents aren't very popular at the moment with me. First of all, my mom has been on my case lately and I have no idea why. She just keeps trying to baby me. She's like you're only 17 blah blah blah. yea 17 is pretty old and I definately think that I have more than proven to her that I am mature and responsible. I was more mature as an eleven year old than my brother is now at twenty. Anyway, she was mad today cause my dad wanted to split the day so that I could see him too. I think this is a good idea, that way my parents aren't fighting over me and I can see both sides of my family, both of which I RARELY get to see. My mom doesn't seem to realize that when I want to go with my dad on holidays its not cause I want to see my dad, its cause I want to see my cousins. I only get to see them twice a year! And when I'm with them they are all like OMG REMEMBER WHEN WE DID THIS AND WENT HERE AND HAD SUCH A GOOD TIME LOLOLOLOL. and I'm like yea, thanks for that cause I was stuck at home. And then my mom was mad cause she asked me to stay later and I did but then everyone fell asleep and she was like just leave. She gets mad cause I stayed til 7 like she asked, and she gets mad that Dad wants to take me at like 630, when the day is practically over, because I won't get alot of time with my relatives who are coming for dinner at 5. WOW MOM THANKS. i love how when you and dad were together like MY WHOLE LIFE you had dinners at 1 or 2 and now that he wants me to be with him you push it back til 5 or 530 and then bitch that we are going for dinner at my cousins 2 hours later. cause that really makes sense. and then go ahead and blame me. im used to being put in the middle its cool.
And my dad is just all around an ass. No question about it and I really don't want to go into any details cause im pretty pissed off now.
And my dad is just all around an ass. No question about it and I really don't want to go into any details cause im pretty pissed off now.