I know what I REALLY need...

Sep 30, 2007 21:10

I'm sick to death of everyone telling me what I really need for my stress. Some tell me I need to get laid by some random guy. Sorry, but I am in a committed relationship and I'm not cheating on my boyfriend THANK YOU very much!

Others are telling me I need to get sloppy drunk. Sorry, but I don't want that either and I don't like the way I feel. So please stop shoving a drink in my face and tell me to chug it when I tell you no the first time. Being an alcoholic is really not appealing to me. SORRY! I will not be the drunken mess I was in Everett, Washington back in February of 2000 again.

And no, I don't need to smoke a bowl because I don't want that either. A few of the jobs that I am working at (namely my work study job where I am working with kids) requires a piss test, so I'm not really interested in fucking up MY future.

What I REALLY need is for everyone to understand that I don't want to be a party girl anymore. I want to be more than that. This is why I am in college trying to further and better myself in more ways than one. I'm better than this. Sure I'll hang out, but please respect my right to say no when I don't want to drink or get stoned. As for getting laid, I have other remedies that won't require me to cheat on my boyfriend. So shame on some of you for even suggesting it to begin with even if it was a joke.

If some of you are really my friends, you won't shove a drink in my hand when I tell you no I don't want it. And if you're a real friend you won't pout if I refuse to drink it and set it back on the bar as I walk away. There's been too much peer pressure in my life recently and it needs to stop RIGHT NOW! This is the real reason why I have been stressed out lately.

If you don't respect what I am trying to do with my own life, then some of you are not my real friends, plain and simple. This is MY life and I plan to stay in control of it.
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