The Growing Year

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It's safe to say even though this year has been my biggest growing year, I've also had a lot of scares as well. I was just in the hospital two weeks ago for having a very low blood count and an extremely high blood sugar. I'm doing a little bit better now, but both of these illnesses come at a cost and that cost is that all the nerves in my legs are damaged, but there slowly all coming back thanks to medication and working out, and I've been having trouble seeing, but I'm getting glasses, so that should be ok as well. The only thing that scared me about the experience is when the doctor said I would've died in about a month if they didn't discover this sooner. I think this all happened for a reason, so I'm not to stressed about it, I'm just glad I'm still here. So after a lot of talk and planning, Alin is coming back home to Windsor and guess who's coming with him. I'm really glad because people have already started making plans for me. Thomas and I are going to dinner, which will be awesome because I haven't seen him in ages. I hope to see Sarah, Jill and at least have one club night were a couple of good people go out for drinks. In music news, I'm currently writing my first E.P. After talking to people like Thomas and Robbie(A.K.A Billy Idol), I think I should write about a lot of the drama, heartbreak, and challenges I faced in my first two years out of Windsor. I'm going to start working on it and hopefully drop it by this time next year. Also, there is a chance that I can go and intern for Vice Records in New York. I talked to the Label Rep and he said if I can get a place to stay, a working visa, and my passport together, he would give me a shot for next summer. I'm gonna have to consult Sarah about places in Brooklyn. I could just go stay with my friend Kenny, but he lives in Queens, so I don't know how that is gonna work. I've found myself liking a lot of dance music. Right now I'm listening to Annie again, as well as Kid Sister and Keyshia Cole. In love news, I don't think I'm gonna pursue Darcy anymore because I don't think he's gay and because I think going out with a boy in a huge indie band like The Meligrove Band might be a bit too much for my first relationship. I don't why I have such a hard time finding a boy, but I think it's better for me to wait it out. I think the reason a lot of gay relationships fail is because guys are just into "surface qualities", which would stuff like...how big are you, cut or uncut, top or bottom. Honestly, I don't care about that shit at all and some of the boys I've given the time of day are either dumb ass jocks or horny perverts, which is a good thing I haven't slept with any of them haha. I believe everyone has their prince charming, just look at Sarah and Trev, they have been an item for ages. I think I'll meet prince charming soon enough or at least some hot Toronto indie hipster with a wicked coke hookup hahahaha.....I'm totally joking, but I would totally sleep with Cobra Snake if he came back to Toronto. 2007 has been a big growing year for me, so I'm hoping that 2008 will be just as awesome for me. Here are some things I wanna get done

- Go to Windsor
-Party with Meech and the others in DSRNR(It's this DJ and his friends...cool dudes)
-Come out of the closet(don't know about that one just yet)
-Intern for Vice(fingers crossed)
-New York this summer for sure, even if Vice falls through
-Drop my E.P and hopefully work with some good people on it
-Try Jill's sushi and get drunk...and I mean disgustingly drunk...like lap dance on Jill Part 2 drunk haha
-Find love(we'll see)

That is all...........

Merry Xmas