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Gah, it's BEAUTIFUL outside!! This makes me so happy inside.
So it was uber cool that Nick called me yesterday. One, because I didn't expect him to. Two, because our conversation was actually good.
I finally confessed to him what has been plaguing my mind. This depression has been consuming my mind and my life and I can't control it anymore. So, I'm considering seeing a therapist. *Shrugs* I have to do something before it gets any more worse than this. When I am calmly, not out of extreme emotion, thinking of ways to kill myself, I know my mind is not in a healthy place.
Today is going to be a full day, but in a good way. That makes me happy, too.
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Extraversion |||||||||||| 43% Stability |||||||||||||| 60% Orderliness |||||||||||| 50% Empathy |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63% Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56% Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76% Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63% Romantic |||||| 30% Avoidant |||||||||||| 43% Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50% Wealth |||||| 23% Dependency |||||||||| 36% Change averse |||||| 30% Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50% Individuality |||||||||||||| 56% Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56% Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70% Physical security |||||||||||| 50% Food indulgent |||||||||||| 43% Histrionic |||||||||||| 43% Paranoia |||||||||||| 50% Vanity |||||||||| 36% Hypersensitivity |||||| 30% Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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I have a problem with the narcissim, vanity and materialism. But the rest I'd say is pretty much on.
You guys go out and enjoy this beautiful day! I'm going to go be productive.
So it was uber cool that Nick called me yesterday. One, because I didn't expect him to. Two, because our conversation was actually good.
I finally confessed to him what has been plaguing my mind. This depression has been consuming my mind and my life and I can't control it anymore. So, I'm considering seeing a therapist. *Shrugs* I have to do something before it gets any more worse than this. When I am calmly, not out of extreme emotion, thinking of ways to kill myself, I know my mind is not in a healthy place.
Today is going to be a full day, but in a good way. That makes me happy, too.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 43% Stability |||||||||||||| 60% Orderliness |||||||||||| 50% Empathy |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63% Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56% Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76% Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63% Romantic |||||| 30% Avoidant |||||||||||| 43% Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50% Wealth |||||| 23% Dependency |||||||||| 36% Change averse |||||| 30% Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50% Individuality |||||||||||||| 56% Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56% Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70% Physical security |||||||||||| 50% Food indulgent |||||||||||| 43% Histrionic |||||||||||| 43% Paranoia |||||||||||| 50% Vanity |||||||||| 36% Hypersensitivity |||||| 30% Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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I have a problem with the narcissim, vanity and materialism. But the rest I'd say is pretty much on.
You guys go out and enjoy this beautiful day! I'm going to go be productive.