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hey so i'm in Boston with Sydney, things are great. hopefully we will meet some more interesting people. this is so much better than texas. i can't wait to visit MIT. i can't wait to be in college.
i can't wait to stop being different because i'm younger.
it's not my age that makes me the way i am, it's everything else. i'm emotional because it's my nature to be awkward and nervous and shy around people. i can't grow out of it, i'm just better at hiding it sometimes.
i'm not saying he wasn't right to leave me alone for good, he just wasn't fair.
i can't wait to stop being different because i'm younger.
it's not my age that makes me the way i am, it's everything else. i'm emotional because it's my nature to be awkward and nervous and shy around people. i can't grow out of it, i'm just better at hiding it sometimes.
i'm not saying he wasn't right to leave me alone for good, he just wasn't fair.