Limbo
I feel stuck. I want to get away from Greg and move on to a new relationship but I need him in a way. It sucks. We don't get along since he is super annoying and he never wants to have kids or get married so why am I wasting my time? So frustrating. I wish he never begged me to date him 4 years ago because I could be in a good place with someone else right now. Instead I need to lose my Greg relationship weight before I can even think about dating anyone else. It's hard to want to meet people when you feel so shitty about your appearance. I just got home from a whole week at his house so venting is necessary. For those of you who know nothing about Greg, you should know exactly what it is that is annoying about him:
1. doesn't know how to do dishes so every time I go to get a plate or a cup it is clear full of crud.
2. If you are in the middle of eating and have to go pee, you can not leave your food or he will throw it away.
3. If you tell him not to wash your clothes in hot, he most certainly will and shrink them.
4. Never apologizes even though he is always wrong.
5. Makes some annoying snorting sound every 5 seconds because he "has narrow sinuses"
6. He will cough, snort, sweat and drool all over you if you share a bed with him.
7. He whines like a two year old.
8. Gives you constant headaches
9. he has an ex wife that will harass you even after you have been with him for 4 yrs.
10. Never wants to spend time with you.
11. Likes the history channel.
I could probably go on and on and you are probably wondering why I stayed. He used to be nice but people's true colors eventually shine through and that is why people break up and get divorced.
On a good note, Carsen's 5th birthday is Sunday and we are having a backyard bbq. No one can come though since it's father's day. I'm still excited. I got her a Barbie B-day crown and some other goodies. Tomorrow I have to get up early and head over to my sister's so I can take her and the kids to coffee and then babysit while she cleans the house. I have never taken Landon anywhere without my sister so I'm thinking I'll take him and Carsen to the bookstore while my sister cleans. We'll see how that goes. He's pretty naughty about getting in his car seat. Carsen has always been good. I used to take her everywhere with me when she was Landon's age. I don't know if boys are just different or if they just have completely different personalities.
I have been keeping up with my summer class pretty easily. I have yet to do any of the reading assignments but my written assignments are getting done and so are my reading quizzes. I after this weekend things will simmer down and I will have time to visit friends and start going to the gym twice a day.
1. doesn't know how to do dishes so every time I go to get a plate or a cup it is clear full of crud.
2. If you are in the middle of eating and have to go pee, you can not leave your food or he will throw it away.
3. If you tell him not to wash your clothes in hot, he most certainly will and shrink them.
4. Never apologizes even though he is always wrong.
5. Makes some annoying snorting sound every 5 seconds because he "has narrow sinuses"
6. He will cough, snort, sweat and drool all over you if you share a bed with him.
7. He whines like a two year old.
8. Gives you constant headaches
9. he has an ex wife that will harass you even after you have been with him for 4 yrs.
10. Never wants to spend time with you.
11. Likes the history channel.
I could probably go on and on and you are probably wondering why I stayed. He used to be nice but people's true colors eventually shine through and that is why people break up and get divorced.
On a good note, Carsen's 5th birthday is Sunday and we are having a backyard bbq. No one can come though since it's father's day. I'm still excited. I got her a Barbie B-day crown and some other goodies. Tomorrow I have to get up early and head over to my sister's so I can take her and the kids to coffee and then babysit while she cleans the house. I have never taken Landon anywhere without my sister so I'm thinking I'll take him and Carsen to the bookstore while my sister cleans. We'll see how that goes. He's pretty naughty about getting in his car seat. Carsen has always been good. I used to take her everywhere with me when she was Landon's age. I don't know if boys are just different or if they just have completely different personalities.
I have been keeping up with my summer class pretty easily. I have yet to do any of the reading assignments but my written assignments are getting done and so are my reading quizzes. I after this weekend things will simmer down and I will have time to visit friends and start going to the gym twice a day.