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hey every one!!
okay... i dont even know how to start an entry any more lol.. i never write in here... any ways
.. i work like 5 days a week now, and i close 3 days a week, and its just buggin me because i feel like i have NO time for my self or any one else, and it kinda sucks because i <3 all the hours i make mad money in tips, and i really like it alot, but i dont know!...i've just been stressing soo much, because graduation is coming up, and i still don't know if i wanna go to college right away or not, i know i'm not gonna go away for college, but i just dunno if i wanna get outta school just to go right back in it...and all this stress and shit is making me take it out on the people i care about.. like joseph<3... every little thing he does i bitch about or i get ignorant with him about, and i don't like that because joe's always here for me, and he's always caring, and it just seems like i dont care any more.. but i really do... he's the best thing that's ever happened to me.. and i just treat him like crap.. but i dunno why.. i try not too but i dont even know.. it just seems like he don't care when he does.. i dunno everything just seems SOO mixed up right now.. and i can't stand it!!!.. but maybe after school and shit, things will get better...but thats a long ways away....i dunno... i just hope things get better because i don't want to lose him!!!
but yeah imma go.. joe is here and were going to my cousins wedding with my mom daddy and little sister
ill update later
love
adrienne
Adrienne Loves Joseph 10-1-01
okay... i dont even know how to start an entry any more lol.. i never write in here... any ways
.. i work like 5 days a week now, and i close 3 days a week, and its just buggin me because i feel like i have NO time for my self or any one else, and it kinda sucks because i <3 all the hours i make mad money in tips, and i really like it alot, but i dont know!...i've just been stressing soo much, because graduation is coming up, and i still don't know if i wanna go to college right away or not, i know i'm not gonna go away for college, but i just dunno if i wanna get outta school just to go right back in it...and all this stress and shit is making me take it out on the people i care about.. like joseph<3... every little thing he does i bitch about or i get ignorant with him about, and i don't like that because joe's always here for me, and he's always caring, and it just seems like i dont care any more.. but i really do... he's the best thing that's ever happened to me.. and i just treat him like crap.. but i dunno why.. i try not too but i dont even know.. it just seems like he don't care when he does.. i dunno everything just seems SOO mixed up right now.. and i can't stand it!!!.. but maybe after school and shit, things will get better...but thats a long ways away....i dunno... i just hope things get better because i don't want to lose him!!!
but yeah imma go.. joe is here and were going to my cousins wedding with my mom daddy and little sister
ill update later
love
adrienne
Adrienne Loves Joseph 10-1-01