(no subject)

Apr 03, 2006 21:30

And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.

i miss albert.  i miss becca.

i think death is such a horrible thing.  i know it's comming to everyone, i can accept that.  but there is no reason for great young people to be dying.  what did becca do to deserve to die?  she was just being a kid sneaking out and having fun, how many people do that?  everyone.  what did albert ever do to die?  one of the most genuine people i have ever met.  all he was doing was taking a jog and some stupid bastard took his life away.  there is no reason for great people to go.  it's not fair.  i hate this world.  there are so many bad people living in the world today and nothing bad ever happens to them.  what kind of lives were becca and albert supposed to have?  what were they supposed to do with their lives?  what about a family?  how many kids?  i understand death, i do.  i just think it's so unfair.  14 and 20 are too young to die.  i don't believe in god.  i hate you if you're real.  you're unfair and need to stop being so fucking selfish.  albert and becca were supposed to stay here.  i just wish that death on this earth wasn't final.  that they could still be around.  even if we couldn't talk.  just to see them and know that they're okay.  i want to say good-bye.  I WANT TO AND I CAN'T I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOOD-BYE.  just to see them smile and hear them laugh again.  becca's voice fades from my memory everyday.  that's all i have left are memories.  i don't want alberts laugh and voice to leave my head.  i want to hold onto it forever.  after memories all that's left is pictures and it's not fair.  IT'S NOT FAIR.  i guess i just can't except death.  i don't understand.


Albert and General <3 <3 <3 RIP Bert January 27 1985-January 16,2006

Previous post Next post
Up