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I don't care.
I don't care anymoreeeeeeeee.
I don't care if I hurt your fucking feelings. Do you know how much shit you've put me through in the last month. Friends aren't supposed to make you cry, they're supposed to be the ones who are there for you when you're crying. I don't care if you cry anymore. I don't consider you my friend. Fuck you Rachel Reynolds if you only knew what people really thought about you. This whole summer I actually felt bad for you because every party I went to people were like "Do you and Nic want to come?" and we would be like "What about Rachel" and they'd get all pissed because everyone fucking hates you. They use you and you're so stupid that you don't even see it. You're too sensitive and when you mess shit up you go and try to make it look like it's my fault. I'm not going to call you. I'm not even going to make an attempt to talk to you. You can go continue to be stuck up Nikki's ass for all I care. I always knew you were fake. You did the same thing with Richele. And I stood up for you. But now I realize what a piece of shit you really are. You can't keep secrets. And your mother did a horrible job raising you. Infact your mother is a piece of shit too. And I don't care if I'm going to hell for this. Because I would go to hell for talking shit behind your back because I can and you'll never know. I can't stand your fat ass. If you're a vegatarian why aren't you losing any weight. Get some clothes that fucking fit you and cover your gross ass. You're a follwer, not a leader and you try to impress everyone. And it's so fucking ridiculous. Why can't you just be yourself. You go to parties "because it's cool" and you get drunk and piss everyone off and everyone hates you. You're right when you're in your drunken state and prancing around and saying "EVERYONE HATES ME" YOU'RE RIGHT THEY DO. I hope you never become happy. And I hope you have a miserable Birthday. I can't believe what you really are. I can't believe I considered you my best friend. I can't believe I was there for you all of this time and happy for you and your fucking messed up life and you weren't there for me once. Go ahead give yourself a tap on the back. You didn't save me from killing myself. I did it by myself. Your mom just called one day and got me in a shit load of fucking trouble. IF I WANT TO CUT MYSELF IT'S MY OWN BUSINESS AND YOU SHOULD SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH. You have no right telling your mom everything. Thanks to her everyones parents think I'm some big pot head. You're an alcoholic. I just really wish you never came here. I wish you'd go back to Iowa. AND STAY THERE FOREVER. You're grandparents were the only good people in your family. Stop bitching about your aunt, uncle, and cousins. They're all you have left and all you do is push them away. You're the most selfish person I have met in my life and I WISH YOU'D GO AWAY. FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUU. And if I had the guts to tell you this to your face I would. Maybe someday you will stumble upon this and read it for yourself. But I can't tell you this, because I'm not a bitch. Just stay away from me. You're nothing but a pebble in the road to me now.
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I don't care anymoreeeeeeeee.
I don't care if I hurt your fucking feelings. Do you know how much shit you've put me through in the last month. Friends aren't supposed to make you cry, they're supposed to be the ones who are there for you when you're crying. I don't care if you cry anymore. I don't consider you my friend. Fuck you Rachel Reynolds if you only knew what people really thought about you. This whole summer I actually felt bad for you because every party I went to people were like "Do you and Nic want to come?" and we would be like "What about Rachel" and they'd get all pissed because everyone fucking hates you. They use you and you're so stupid that you don't even see it. You're too sensitive and when you mess shit up you go and try to make it look like it's my fault. I'm not going to call you. I'm not even going to make an attempt to talk to you. You can go continue to be stuck up Nikki's ass for all I care. I always knew you were fake. You did the same thing with Richele. And I stood up for you. But now I realize what a piece of shit you really are. You can't keep secrets. And your mother did a horrible job raising you. Infact your mother is a piece of shit too. And I don't care if I'm going to hell for this. Because I would go to hell for talking shit behind your back because I can and you'll never know. I can't stand your fat ass. If you're a vegatarian why aren't you losing any weight. Get some clothes that fucking fit you and cover your gross ass. You're a follwer, not a leader and you try to impress everyone. And it's so fucking ridiculous. Why can't you just be yourself. You go to parties "because it's cool" and you get drunk and piss everyone off and everyone hates you. You're right when you're in your drunken state and prancing around and saying "EVERYONE HATES ME" YOU'RE RIGHT THEY DO. I hope you never become happy. And I hope you have a miserable Birthday. I can't believe what you really are. I can't believe I considered you my best friend. I can't believe I was there for you all of this time and happy for you and your fucking messed up life and you weren't there for me once. Go ahead give yourself a tap on the back. You didn't save me from killing myself. I did it by myself. Your mom just called one day and got me in a shit load of fucking trouble. IF I WANT TO CUT MYSELF IT'S MY OWN BUSINESS AND YOU SHOULD SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH. You have no right telling your mom everything. Thanks to her everyones parents think I'm some big pot head. You're an alcoholic. I just really wish you never came here. I wish you'd go back to Iowa. AND STAY THERE FOREVER. You're grandparents were the only good people in your family. Stop bitching about your aunt, uncle, and cousins. They're all you have left and all you do is push them away. You're the most selfish person I have met in my life and I WISH YOU'D GO AWAY. FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUU. And if I had the guts to tell you this to your face I would. Maybe someday you will stumble upon this and read it for yourself. But I can't tell you this, because I'm not a bitch. Just stay away from me. You're nothing but a pebble in the road to me now.
the end