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My relationship with my husband didn't work.
The marriage ended 22 days before our one year mark.
I called it quits.
I don't want any sympothy for it because I was the one that ended it.
I feel that he couldn't handle the Marine Corps life.
I feel that I was holding him back from life.
He revolved his whole life around me and I felt guilty over that. He has so much talent and so much to offer the world, me holding him back was the last thing I wanted. I didn't want him to grow bitter and regretful towards me so I thought ending it before we had children would make the pain less, but it didn't. Any break up is a bad break up, it's never good.
If I never joined the service things would probably be different.
We would have had a proper engagement/wedding.
That was not the way we wanted to get married.
I was given twitter comments that he wrote about me and the Marine Corps.
He always told me if we ever broke up/divorced, I would be the one to hate him and talk so much shit about him. Instead he is the one being so mean and hateful towards me.
We had our final text conversation with each other, and he said sorry to me. He said he would keep my name off of that site. I feel twitter ruined everything. It created all this unwanted drama between my husband and my parents.
i was away at boot camp thinking everyone was so good with each other.( my heart was floating on cloud 9 before boot camp but then came tumbling down after, my whole life went to shambles.)instead everyone was fighting and kept everything from me. I've been broken since Liberty Sunday at boot camp, Liberty Sunday. Nothing was the same when I got back in May of this year. I was and am doing something great for my country and back home everyone, EVERYONE forgot about that and had a hay day behind my back. Everyone is at fault in this situation.
I hate twitter. Ruined my relationship. Ruined my life. If only people kept their thoughts private and to themselves when it really mattered. Swallow pride and move on.
15 year old girls should only have twitter, it's garbage.
"just drop it. i deleted everything (on twitter) i really am sorry my words hurt you, but you destroyed me. i wake up every day wishing i was dead."
"i will always always love you. no one will ever know the man you knew I promise you that."
He now has someone else, while I'm alone right now in California.
That's okay, I had a feeling that would happen.
He isn't the type to just be alone. I knew their was someone on the back burner. I hope she is good to him. Honestly I hope that. I hope she encourages him to get out in the world and make something of himself because he has so much potential to do so much in life. He doesn't think so though. I hope he realizes that one of these days.
I'll always love him, I will never deny that. He was my best friend, I told him everything. He knows me inside and out.
I'll always be there for him if he ever needs me. He knows where to find me.
Bryan, you know where to find me. If you ever need help with anything or just need to talk I'm here. I'll never hate you. after five years, I'll never hate you, just hurt also.
Yes, I can also hurt too.
The marriage ended 22 days before our one year mark.
I called it quits.
I don't want any sympothy for it because I was the one that ended it.
I feel that he couldn't handle the Marine Corps life.
I feel that I was holding him back from life.
He revolved his whole life around me and I felt guilty over that. He has so much talent and so much to offer the world, me holding him back was the last thing I wanted. I didn't want him to grow bitter and regretful towards me so I thought ending it before we had children would make the pain less, but it didn't. Any break up is a bad break up, it's never good.
If I never joined the service things would probably be different.
We would have had a proper engagement/wedding.
That was not the way we wanted to get married.
I was given twitter comments that he wrote about me and the Marine Corps.
He always told me if we ever broke up/divorced, I would be the one to hate him and talk so much shit about him. Instead he is the one being so mean and hateful towards me.
We had our final text conversation with each other, and he said sorry to me. He said he would keep my name off of that site. I feel twitter ruined everything. It created all this unwanted drama between my husband and my parents.
i was away at boot camp thinking everyone was so good with each other.( my heart was floating on cloud 9 before boot camp but then came tumbling down after, my whole life went to shambles.)instead everyone was fighting and kept everything from me. I've been broken since Liberty Sunday at boot camp, Liberty Sunday. Nothing was the same when I got back in May of this year. I was and am doing something great for my country and back home everyone, EVERYONE forgot about that and had a hay day behind my back. Everyone is at fault in this situation.
I hate twitter. Ruined my relationship. Ruined my life. If only people kept their thoughts private and to themselves when it really mattered. Swallow pride and move on.
15 year old girls should only have twitter, it's garbage.
"just drop it. i deleted everything (on twitter) i really am sorry my words hurt you, but you destroyed me. i wake up every day wishing i was dead."
"i will always always love you. no one will ever know the man you knew I promise you that."
He now has someone else, while I'm alone right now in California.
That's okay, I had a feeling that would happen.
He isn't the type to just be alone. I knew their was someone on the back burner. I hope she is good to him. Honestly I hope that. I hope she encourages him to get out in the world and make something of himself because he has so much potential to do so much in life. He doesn't think so though. I hope he realizes that one of these days.
I'll always love him, I will never deny that. He was my best friend, I told him everything. He knows me inside and out.
I'll always be there for him if he ever needs me. He knows where to find me.
Bryan, you know where to find me. If you ever need help with anything or just need to talk I'm here. I'll never hate you. after five years, I'll never hate you, just hurt also.
Yes, I can also hurt too.