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if you are going to say your so happy being my girlfriend then at least act like it. once again i do all the work. im so afraid this will end up like everything else but i really do not want it to. i really really want this girl to be different than the rest. i really thought she was, i still do. relationships are hard, especially new ones. sigh. this is really screwed up im really tired of being treated badly. maybe its just me being paranoid because of how lisa and amanda treated me, im so vulnerable and i think i might have to put my gaurd up for awhile. i cant get hurt like i was before. if i do ill probably never date anyone ever again.....im depressed again....lets hope this fades....tommorow will be better. it has to be.