Strangly Elated - Tomorrow Never Dies
Darling I'm kill
I'm in puddle on the floor
Waiting for you to return
Oh what a thrill
Fascinations galore
How you tease
How you leave me to burn
It's so deadly my dear
The power of wanting you near
Greetings, I am at the farm enjoying myself with my books and well... books.
I felt compelled to write something even if well it was pretty much dribble, see i haven't actually said anything yet. Its an art truly.
Looking at some photos of last Australia day, ah fond memories. Though not that many memories. Went to Paul house leaving party last night, was very nice to catch up with my crazy friends who are the bestest people in the world. I wouldn't change them for anything because i know they will never ask me to be anything than what i am. So it is very free to be around them. Bliss.
Hmmm, i have been cataloging my book collection, It just doesn't look like as much as it does on the walls as when you start writing them all down. sigh i think its going to be a gradual task over many days. i am up to D and am already on page three, using size 9 font. bigger sigh... need a better way of cataloging.
well there is nothing really more to say other then tell you about MY DREAM!
Yes i know you all love hearing about them so here is my latest one from this morning.
Ok so, i was Johnny Cash's backup singer, and he was singing some song when i realised i didn't know the words and it was kind of a duet so i had to sing the next verse but of course i didn't know it. So i just hoped that no one would notice that i hadn't sang when he suddenly said you can't be my back up singer coz you suck, so i was like that's OK i know i don't know any of your songs anyway. so i am walking to the door when he says i have a new back up singer and the door opens and there is a punk rocker there all dressed punky with the piercings etc. and i say "you can't be serious this is a punk rocker i don't think she would know any of your songs or even fit in with your type of music!" Then i suddenly became the punk rocker. lol. and i was like yes that is true, i just got a call from my agent. then Mr. Cash was like Get out the lot of you, so out we trundled and i saw this short extremely round woman standing in front of me, she was dressed very strangely but i took in her appearance as if i knew her and I loved her instantly. i took her hands which were tiny in mine, she only came up to my naval and i bent over to kiss her hands and i noticed they were tattooed and the nails painted with words. On the last too fingers of her left hand where the words Sorcha and some other word that i knew meant wise women and witch. And i said to her "So you are a witch?" and she looked at me with shock and fear and i said "Don't worry, i am too, all women are." and she smiled at me and gripped my hands harder in hers and talked i don't know of what, her words are lost too me now, but i felt that i had known her forever. It was very strange, then i had to go and leave her standing there outside that door, but she waved me away saying she would find me again and we would talk. and i felt like i always feel when people say they are going to call me. Avoidance, but i wanted to see her again. I kept walking away and she kept waving and saying she was glad she found me. I felt i was walking into an arena, standing up against gladiators and tigers without armor as i walked away. the city was dark and the buildings towered over me but if i turned around she was still there waving and smiling and i was OK then i turned a corner and... THEN MY ALARM WENT OFF AND I JERKED SO FAST OUT OF SLEEP IT HURT!!!!
So that was my morning dream, very crazy i know.
I just rememebed that i had to put this dream here too, i wrote it earlier to the person who was in it because it was a nice dream.
This was about a week ago now:
It started off arriving at this meeting but it was massive, and i wandered away from Chris and Matt coz they were deep in discussion and i was not interested and i wanted to check the place out. i remember walking out to the balcony and looking down into this massive arena, like the Colosseum. Absolutely HUGE! So i went wandering around and there were all these people standing up against a barrier, looking at something, who knows what but i flitted past them suddenly not wanting to be seen, and i thought i saw someone i knew, i felt that recognition and the feeling that they were looking for me which in really life is very likely as i haven't spoken to him in ages. So i wandered over to this market like clothing store, you know the ones that are just racks of cloths and i was trying to act natural but i could feel him coming closer but i didn't know from where, and then i realised who it was i was feeling.. IT WAS NOVA
So i am at a sports stadium/Convention/ Colosseum and i am hiding/acting natural browsing dresses in a market dress store when he popped up over the top of the rack like a crazy person and made me hit my head on the racks coz i shocked so violently... lol then i jumped on him, hugging him and we fell over into a gap between racks. And he had these cute/silly sunglasses on, like he was trying to be incognito! :P It was a fun dream and he had this cute goofy smile on his face... and we kept saying we had to hide from something and to be quiet but we were giggling too much for that to really care... It made me realise that i miss him quite a lot. so i wrote to him about this dream. lol. It was a pleasant, carefree dream.
Anyway i am off to read one of my new books.
Ave
I'm in puddle on the floor
Waiting for you to return
Oh what a thrill
Fascinations galore
How you tease
How you leave me to burn
It's so deadly my dear
The power of wanting you near
Greetings, I am at the farm enjoying myself with my books and well... books.
I felt compelled to write something even if well it was pretty much dribble, see i haven't actually said anything yet. Its an art truly.
Looking at some photos of last Australia day, ah fond memories. Though not that many memories. Went to Paul house leaving party last night, was very nice to catch up with my crazy friends who are the bestest people in the world. I wouldn't change them for anything because i know they will never ask me to be anything than what i am. So it is very free to be around them. Bliss.
Hmmm, i have been cataloging my book collection, It just doesn't look like as much as it does on the walls as when you start writing them all down. sigh i think its going to be a gradual task over many days. i am up to D and am already on page three, using size 9 font. bigger sigh... need a better way of cataloging.
well there is nothing really more to say other then tell you about MY DREAM!
Yes i know you all love hearing about them so here is my latest one from this morning.
Ok so, i was Johnny Cash's backup singer, and he was singing some song when i realised i didn't know the words and it was kind of a duet so i had to sing the next verse but of course i didn't know it. So i just hoped that no one would notice that i hadn't sang when he suddenly said you can't be my back up singer coz you suck, so i was like that's OK i know i don't know any of your songs anyway. so i am walking to the door when he says i have a new back up singer and the door opens and there is a punk rocker there all dressed punky with the piercings etc. and i say "you can't be serious this is a punk rocker i don't think she would know any of your songs or even fit in with your type of music!" Then i suddenly became the punk rocker. lol. and i was like yes that is true, i just got a call from my agent. then Mr. Cash was like Get out the lot of you, so out we trundled and i saw this short extremely round woman standing in front of me, she was dressed very strangely but i took in her appearance as if i knew her and I loved her instantly. i took her hands which were tiny in mine, she only came up to my naval and i bent over to kiss her hands and i noticed they were tattooed and the nails painted with words. On the last too fingers of her left hand where the words Sorcha and some other word that i knew meant wise women and witch. And i said to her "So you are a witch?" and she looked at me with shock and fear and i said "Don't worry, i am too, all women are." and she smiled at me and gripped my hands harder in hers and talked i don't know of what, her words are lost too me now, but i felt that i had known her forever. It was very strange, then i had to go and leave her standing there outside that door, but she waved me away saying she would find me again and we would talk. and i felt like i always feel when people say they are going to call me. Avoidance, but i wanted to see her again. I kept walking away and she kept waving and saying she was glad she found me. I felt i was walking into an arena, standing up against gladiators and tigers without armor as i walked away. the city was dark and the buildings towered over me but if i turned around she was still there waving and smiling and i was OK then i turned a corner and... THEN MY ALARM WENT OFF AND I JERKED SO FAST OUT OF SLEEP IT HURT!!!!
So that was my morning dream, very crazy i know.
I just rememebed that i had to put this dream here too, i wrote it earlier to the person who was in it because it was a nice dream.
This was about a week ago now:
It started off arriving at this meeting but it was massive, and i wandered away from Chris and Matt coz they were deep in discussion and i was not interested and i wanted to check the place out. i remember walking out to the balcony and looking down into this massive arena, like the Colosseum. Absolutely HUGE! So i went wandering around and there were all these people standing up against a barrier, looking at something, who knows what but i flitted past them suddenly not wanting to be seen, and i thought i saw someone i knew, i felt that recognition and the feeling that they were looking for me which in really life is very likely as i haven't spoken to him in ages. So i wandered over to this market like clothing store, you know the ones that are just racks of cloths and i was trying to act natural but i could feel him coming closer but i didn't know from where, and then i realised who it was i was feeling.. IT WAS NOVA
So i am at a sports stadium/Convention/ Colosseum and i am hiding/acting natural browsing dresses in a market dress store when he popped up over the top of the rack like a crazy person and made me hit my head on the racks coz i shocked so violently... lol then i jumped on him, hugging him and we fell over into a gap between racks. And he had these cute/silly sunglasses on, like he was trying to be incognito! :P It was a fun dream and he had this cute goofy smile on his face... and we kept saying we had to hide from something and to be quiet but we were giggling too much for that to really care... It made me realise that i miss him quite a lot. so i wrote to him about this dream. lol. It was a pleasant, carefree dream.
Anyway i am off to read one of my new books.
Ave