What AM I gonna do?
So in a moment for frustration today I said aloud, "I'm having trouble moving out of being pissed off at how F'ed up this is and into deciding how I'm going to do about it."
Huh.
Moving from thought to manifestation is a challenge for me all around it seems. But I can pat myself on the back for being wiser than I'm interested in hearing sometimes.
What am I gonna do about it?
It's super that I've learned to feel.
It's super that I'm learning to wade through the emotions to see the roots and causes.
It's still super that I'm able to choose to keep or transform what I find.
I speak to my coven about giving their last inch away. This is the place where we get to decide how to act/react/go along with/say no to/lean into/run screaming from/see what happens next/draw our boundaries. In the face of anything, I think how we respond is up to us. My last inch is mine. It doesn't give two shits about the people I work for or with, how much I'm getting paid, the task at hand, the bills at home or where I'll be in 10 years. It can take these things into consideration, yes, but the choice is always mine how I'll proceed or at the least how I'll feel about it. (work just happens to be what's triggering me at the moment, not that it's a big deal.)
I guess it's time to view and release the wall between me and action.