Sep 22, 2004 15:55
Ya so I've always had this problem ... I want to save the world. I always want to fix everyone's problems. In camp when i was younger, they called me the camp psychologist because that's all I would do is talk to people about their problems. There was always so much drama between boyfriends and girlfriends and friends in general. I'm starting to feel the same way now except for the fact that I have problems too and I'm also getting helped by some close friends.
I guess its a good feeling to be so close to people but its also kinda depressing that we've become close because of all these problems. I'm thinking though that in the end, every single person involved in the drama will be a stronger person and have stronger ties to everyone else involved. I guess everything that i'm saying seems kinda vague but its better that way because it doesn't matter who I'm writing about. When any of us as humans go through difficult situations it just makes us stronger in the end and that is what we always have to keep in mind.
Personally, I'm very confused. I have major problems with males. i don't know what to do with them. I currently have feelings for three different people that are simultaneously going through my head. Its not a good feeling - why can't I control my own thoughts? I don't need three - I don't need any of these men. I guess people keep saying that I need time alone to figure things out for myself but the truth is that I've had a lot of time to figure things out for myself and I don't really want to be alone, but I also don't want to mess with other people's lives. I don't want to have to make a decision about things - I want everything to just fall into place. Unfortunately, that doesn't just happen - or at least the right way.
And why do people have to get pregnant? ... that sucks!!
Please use protection - it does the body good!