changes...
I've realized a lot of changes in myself recently. acutally i think im the complete opposite from high school kat. alright for one, i was a huge slacker-i didnt care about work and i never really studied for anything. straight a's weren't on my priority list. two, i was extremely laid-back..even getting myself into some trouble(haha im sure u all can recall a few instances). I think i made a point not to be that way in college..and so far i dont think i have been. and i guess that can be a good and bad thing. for one, i sledom slack, and when i do i feel so guilty. two, i guess you could say im more uptight(?). as much as i hate to use that word, it might be quite accurate. im not all about sneaking boys around, drinking, and bring crazy. i think its good ive matured from all that "bad" stuff, but i really think some of thses changes hinder me from opportunities. i realized last night that sometimes i can be selfish and unsensitive when it comes to getting my work done..i said the wrong things and was stressing out over some stupid lab hw to don. im so sorry, you don't deserve to be treated like that...i hope you can forgive me. anyways, i realized that i really need to work on moderating between the two kat's b/c i had such a great time being high school kat, and im doing well academically and being responsible as college kat. i don't know if any of this makes sense, but it does to me :). well thats it for today-have a good one...its SO beautiful oustide!
xoxo
xoxo