I wish
I wish people could know each other's motives. I mean, sure, people can just tell you, but you have to judge for yourself whether or not you believe them. I wish it were enough to tell someone that you care for them, and that you want them to be happy, and that you haven't abandoned them. You have to show them through action.
Sometimes, even action isn't enough. Sometimes you are pushed so far away, and you're so discouraged that you feel like it isn't worth it. You certainly don't want to see them walk out of your life, but when they leave you no other choice, your heart breaks.
I wish we could all be happy again.
I wish you could see that we haven't forgotten you.
I wish I knew how to make this better.