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[againstxdemons]

i tried to hold you but you moved away
in a body not your own
with your hand still on my thigh
you turned your head up to the sky
i feel it is all my fault
seeing you lying on the floor
i cried
i cried
like i haven't before.

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i have had nightmares about this for months.

god, where do you exist.