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Last night was amazing. My point of view completely changed. I know i say this a lot, but this time i'm serious. Thank God i've met someone like Kylie, Thank God i have the oppertunity to know her. I can talk to her about my faith and she never judges me. She helped me so much last night. She helped me come to a conclusion.. and this is what i have so far.
Relationships? I think i'll pass. I mean, don't get me wrong or anything.. if the right guy comes i wont hold back. But for now, I'm going to let Christ take his pen back. Because i can't write my own story. And the best way to find someone is by letting him do all the work. I can now say I am completely happy in my relationship with God. And i think that will always be the only way i ever really WILL find happiness. He's teaching me something from all of this, and over Summer Camp he's gonna teach me so much more and i can't wait. I'm sure you hear people all the time saying "i NEEED a boyfriend to be happy". Well, i'm not one of those people. All i need are family, friends, and Christ. I don't care how many times youve heard people tell you that you can be happy if you have God in your life. Go out and hear it again, BECAUSE IT'S TRUE. I am secure. I don't need a boy to feel good about myself. I have everything I need.
Alright, i'm done ranting.
Relationships? I think i'll pass. I mean, don't get me wrong or anything.. if the right guy comes i wont hold back. But for now, I'm going to let Christ take his pen back. Because i can't write my own story. And the best way to find someone is by letting him do all the work. I can now say I am completely happy in my relationship with God. And i think that will always be the only way i ever really WILL find happiness. He's teaching me something from all of this, and over Summer Camp he's gonna teach me so much more and i can't wait. I'm sure you hear people all the time saying "i NEEED a boyfriend to be happy". Well, i'm not one of those people. All i need are family, friends, and Christ. I don't care how many times youve heard people tell you that you can be happy if you have God in your life. Go out and hear it again, BECAUSE IT'S TRUE. I am secure. I don't need a boy to feel good about myself. I have everything I need.
Alright, i'm done ranting.