Dec 12, 2005 12:22
i get sick every tyme i go to sleep now....and its been like this for a month or so....as soon as i lay down so much shit starts running threw my mind that just makes me sick...no matter how hard i try to distract myself from them they always prevail...i just want it to go away...
so ive sorta come up with two new tatoos i want to get...i want some writing that goes across my neck...but i dont know what i want it to say yet...and i also want to get this strung out thing they got on their website but i dont know where i want it...possibly on my chest...or if i cant figure out what i want the writing across my nect to say then maybe ill put it on one side of my neck...oi i want a tatoo now...well...another one...fuck that like another 20...but im to broke for that....
ive been having amazing tymes with jeny lately and it feels really good...i love her so much...thursday would be our two year aniversery...just always know that i love you jeny and i always will no matter what...<3
i want to get a long dark blood red trench coat...that would be sweet as hell
i miss brodie and star....they make me so happy...im gonna try and go visit them today...:(
yeah i havnt been to a show that i really wanted to go to in over six months now in under a two week span there are i think 6 shows i want to go to...i wonder how many of them i will actually go to....
ive been missing a few people a lot as of late...two of the bigger ones are tom and jeremy...i havnt even heard from tom for three or four months now...ehh...oh well...it happens i guess...
yes...so anyways...im off...i love you jeny<333