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[against_unknown]

i feel so fucking shitty right now....i feel like no one really wants me around except for jeny...like im just some sort of pain in the ass to everyone i know...i feel like doin the world a favor and just departing...weather it be from from this city, this state, or even this fucking pathetic life i live...im just so sick of feeling like shit all the tyme...theres only one thing on this earth that can make me happy but unfortunately i can only spend so much tyme with her...when im not with her everything just falls apart and i just want to die...i cant do anything anymore with out feeling depressed...i can hardly play music or even listen to it without feeling pathetic as hell...and thats half the reason i live...for the music...

i cant really say anymore right now

i love you so much jeny...but i dont know how much longer that can save me...

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