a little loove sometimes is needed

[against____]

well I dont want to leave...completely.
and i dont want to leave everyone
is just theres few ppl you can rely
well no one
i used to think i had people to always be there
but when it comes down theres not

i've been really depressed...not like no reason depressed
just this summer sucks so bad
i feel as though i lost all my friends
which i did...not at the beginning
but jsut recently like the last 2 weeks
thers alot of hate between people
and i dont like it...
i jsut want it to end and things to jsut go back to chill times
and jackies moms a fuckhead so i dont see her alot
that kinda hurts me more than alot thats gonig on because i've been really close to them than even my own family...
it suxs and just is like a stab that she doesnt want jack around me too much....

plus me and al are really having a hard time...
we've had those little fights that we both get over
but the last 2 weeks....its beeen hell
i have only been home and work
i jsut dont function right anymore...
i jsut want all the bullshit to end
i kinda cant wait for school
friendships will start up again..
i'll get out more...

i really just cant take this life anymore..
its killing my slowly :/