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hm, life is pretty nuts.
ive recently decided that i am a completely unsorted mess. im in the process of filing but honestly,im scared of what its going to be like if i cant get through the mess.
i am moving again sometime this week. marwa, kelli, and i are renting a three bedroom house in manalapan. its on a xmas tree farm. and theres real animals ... goats and sheep ... hah theyre random and cute. the house itself is really old and i think we should have been more assertive about a few things being put together before we move in. i think the bathroom is my favortie part of the house ... it has a really old, footed bathtub ... and the way i see it being decorated oozes romance. its going to be awesome. im really, really excited about it. i just dont feel like actually moving. its the most annoying thing to do. ugh. its got to be done though. .. crazy housewarming party tba.
i worked carside tonight.
thats all i have to say about that.
decided martin is a complete moron.
realized i apparently make facial expressions that completely contradict what im actually thinking. im pretty sure it scares me that marwa and kelli really pick me apart the same way i pick people apart. nobody really ever tells me their conclusions about me. its really, really interesting to hear ... a mindfuck at the same time though.
blegh ... steve is leaving to go to milltown. really, really sucks. theres things about that man i love and things i hate. im happy hes leaving though because our store is complete bullshit. i hope our new manager doesnt suck.
ugh i need to talk to martin and tell him everythignt hats been building up .. honestly, its going to feel really good because hes been the source of a lot of my stress ... unnecessary stress ... lately. it will be nice not to have to worry about it anymore. im just so unsure of what i should do. oh well.
thats all for now.
ive recently decided that i am a completely unsorted mess. im in the process of filing but honestly,im scared of what its going to be like if i cant get through the mess.
i am moving again sometime this week. marwa, kelli, and i are renting a three bedroom house in manalapan. its on a xmas tree farm. and theres real animals ... goats and sheep ... hah theyre random and cute. the house itself is really old and i think we should have been more assertive about a few things being put together before we move in. i think the bathroom is my favortie part of the house ... it has a really old, footed bathtub ... and the way i see it being decorated oozes romance. its going to be awesome. im really, really excited about it. i just dont feel like actually moving. its the most annoying thing to do. ugh. its got to be done though. .. crazy housewarming party tba.
i worked carside tonight.
thats all i have to say about that.
decided martin is a complete moron.
realized i apparently make facial expressions that completely contradict what im actually thinking. im pretty sure it scares me that marwa and kelli really pick me apart the same way i pick people apart. nobody really ever tells me their conclusions about me. its really, really interesting to hear ... a mindfuck at the same time though.
blegh ... steve is leaving to go to milltown. really, really sucks. theres things about that man i love and things i hate. im happy hes leaving though because our store is complete bullshit. i hope our new manager doesnt suck.
ugh i need to talk to martin and tell him everythignt hats been building up .. honestly, its going to feel really good because hes been the source of a lot of my stress ... unnecessary stress ... lately. it will be nice not to have to worry about it anymore. im just so unsure of what i should do. oh well.
thats all for now.