updation station
lately i have been thinking about life a lot.
not a good idea for me.
i want to quit school.
i want to move.
i want to make music.
i want to not have to work.
i want to do something i love.
i want to do [b]something[/b].
everyday makes me realize how little i enjoy school. i hate everything. we never learn anything interesting. i could go once a week and be fine. sooooooo hard to go.
today has been like my most tear-filled day ever. it was strange. i grabbed a copy of the coast at the bus stop so i could read something on the way to school and i decided to read the story about helen hill and i started crying. on the bus. i never cry. especially not in real life.
and then tonight i was watching american idol and i cried. AT AMERICAN IDOL??!?!??!? HOW LAME IS THAT???#?!?!?!?@?@?!?!?@?@??@@???!!??
i never feel awake. i always feel like i'm missing out on something.
maybe i should start smoking weed.
then everyone in my class would love me.
not a good idea for me.
i want to quit school.
i want to move.
i want to make music.
i want to not have to work.
i want to do something i love.
i want to do [b]something[/b].
everyday makes me realize how little i enjoy school. i hate everything. we never learn anything interesting. i could go once a week and be fine. sooooooo hard to go.
today has been like my most tear-filled day ever. it was strange. i grabbed a copy of the coast at the bus stop so i could read something on the way to school and i decided to read the story about helen hill and i started crying. on the bus. i never cry. especially not in real life.
and then tonight i was watching american idol and i cried. AT AMERICAN IDOL??!?!??!? HOW LAME IS THAT???#?!?!?!?@?@?!?!?@?@??@@???!!??
i never feel awake. i always feel like i'm missing out on something.
maybe i should start smoking weed.
then everyone in my class would love me.