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[agadida]

past week has been good, and shitty. hung out with joe for the most part of the week, that was good. got in a fight with jess, dunno how and why it happened. i have an idea about it, but not to sure. were getting better though, we talked alot today but its still rocky. worked and worked, dont think much excitement happened during the week. this weekend was fun. hung out with jed after work on friday, noone else knows how to call or jackshit. that night was fun filled. me, jed, dave, theresa, and even jeannie!!! went to the bar. me and jeannie were the designated drivers, aka, the designated walkers. some fag kid was there, fuckin annoying as hell. the next day we went to see the house theresa is gonna get, its pretty sweet. jed tried swayin her to let me live there too, but she said she'd be good with just her living there.. yea, what 7 rooms 3 floors? blah. me and jed fixed my brakes after that. took about 3-4 hours, this eric guy helped us. weird, kinda like dale. haha. got the brakes done, and now i need to get the fuel filter fixed and oil changed.. the baron will run like a motherfucker then. hung out with joe for a while after that. went to gabriel brothers and got a pair of pants, went to super k and got fuckin BRITISH KNIGHTS MOFO, heck yea. i was pumped for that. rolled around mentor tried out the brakes. then we went to corduroys and got some pizza, was fuckin fan-fucking-tastic. came home and wasnt to thrilled to be there. sister told mom that im cutting myself and shes all concerned. what the heck? so now my mom wants me to get help, go to therapy, get meds and be safe. agh. didnt want her to know bout that. im crazy now, ive gone through hell and back. i should go to therapy, journals dont help much. all in all, wow. money makes me happy. i buy things to make me happy. i work monday, tuesday, and wednesday, off thursday.. woo! work friday and sunday.. hot dog.. now im off to watch boondock saints.
FUCK!
ass!
rule of thumb is, wait, rule of thumb?
FUCK
ASS