Aug 18, 2005 18:55
i want to go to school righttt now. i neeed change and i would love to not have work all teh fucking time. some friends are turning out not to be as close as i thought they were. i am so excited for college, ive never wanted a summer to be over so badly before in my lifeeeeeeeeee. alot has happened. ive changed alot and grown and experienced even more.
stop telling me you miss me when you dont, I HATE IT. i know you really want to be a good person, but your penis takes control and you dont know how to say no, i dont care about that just stop trying to come back to me. everytime im happy you like to come back and make me feel sad again and its absolutely ridiculous, grow up please. talk to me when you realize that alcohol and slutty girls dont help you lead a happy life.
dont tell me one thing and then do another. stop being selifsh please, leave me be, i have been nothing but a sweetheart to you, so why do you keep trying to bring me down?
dieeeeeeeeeeeeee