chainmaille and stuffs
I realized today that my mom's probably right about some of my issues being from spending too much time staring at a screen right in front of me with my head tilted down... but more so that the vast majority of the rest of my time is being hunched over staring at jump rings. So bad neck angle and always looking at things right in front of me.
I've noticed lately I have minimal desire to do anything with any of my props (poi, hoop, staff etc.), or make any of the things I had in mind before, chainmaille wise. I have however been in a mood to learn new chainmaille weaves and stuff. Learning a new to me existing weave or playing around and seeing what I can come up with. I've always had a very defiant nature so I'm wondering if that's part of it. I know what I "should" do and what other people think I should do... and my brain automatically is like "I'll just be waaaaaay over here away from that." You know how people say if you want to make a decision flip a coin and then if you find yourself wishing it'd land a certain way go with that? Yea... I've noticed when I ask people what I should make I suddenly get a different idea in my head of what I should do. Then I feel bad because I don't catch all of what they said and odds are I'm not going to do what they suggest. Then I get the "well why did you ask?" Well... it uh... it helped me figure out what I wanted to do more than what you wanted me to do. *sigh*
I made a big ring order so I'm determined to make stuff now. Even though the fricken order hasn't shipped still... and it really should have a few days ago. It's been a whole week since I ordered them!
I've noticed lately I have minimal desire to do anything with any of my props (poi, hoop, staff etc.), or make any of the things I had in mind before, chainmaille wise. I have however been in a mood to learn new chainmaille weaves and stuff. Learning a new to me existing weave or playing around and seeing what I can come up with. I've always had a very defiant nature so I'm wondering if that's part of it. I know what I "should" do and what other people think I should do... and my brain automatically is like "I'll just be waaaaaay over here away from that." You know how people say if you want to make a decision flip a coin and then if you find yourself wishing it'd land a certain way go with that? Yea... I've noticed when I ask people what I should make I suddenly get a different idea in my head of what I should do. Then I feel bad because I don't catch all of what they said and odds are I'm not going to do what they suggest. Then I get the "well why did you ask?" Well... it uh... it helped me figure out what I wanted to do more than what you wanted me to do. *sigh*
I made a big ring order so I'm determined to make stuff now. Even though the fricken order hasn't shipped still... and it really should have a few days ago. It's been a whole week since I ordered them!