I'm the baby, gotta love me!
Wow, suprised to see me back? Yeah. Me too. I haven't really had the reason to write anything in hear for a really long time. It used to be my social outlet and my "deep thought area." but I feel stupid lately, and i don't really have social issues. Just my own
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Is it the school or the people that are makin you unhappy? If it's the school, I can understand that, the academy has a weird effect especially with it not being a "normal" hs. If it's the people, well, I say try to deal with it because that's just the academy for ya. You know me, all my friends last year were underclassmen. How pathetic. But I couldn't relate to the upperclassmen, they were so...I dunno. Immature for their age, but you guys were right where you were sposed to be, so I felt like you guys were more stable.
About trying to be happy. Indulge yourself with your work. Become independent. The thing with me is, I didn't try to find happiness in people or school, just in what I did. And that's what made me the most happy and most comfortable. life isn't supposed to be lollipops and gumdrops right now, but I think you know that. If you dive straight forward into what you want, and seriously what YOU want...not what you want with other people, I'm sure you'll be so much more happier. Don't adjust yourself or go out of your way for other people, unless you are lucky enough to find someone else who will do the exact same thing for you. Just remember, it doesn't matter what they think. You're only there for 2 1/2 more years. After that, almost everyone will be out of your life and you get to start anew.
I hope that helped. Gimme a call sometimes if you need to vent. I'm waitin for my movie!
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