Oct 19, 2004 17:29
I bought the loveliest purple shoes yesterday. Thats my new thing, shoes. I think because I went so many years wearing a pair of sneakers until they were too dirty to be cleaned anymore, then buying a new pair, that i am getting overwhelmed at the idea of girly shoes that match things. i wish it weren't raining so i could wear them.
when is it going to be nice out?
i wish i were 17 again so i couldn't buy ciggarettes. i wouldn't have to deal with college either, another plus.
I am not the red sox, or any sports team. nor do i like them. is this why my relationship is doomed?? i'm beginning to think so..
i've been thinking about past relationships more than ever lately. not missing them but just comparing, i guess. this happens with too much time on my hands at work. and recently people have been calling in and asking to be connected with people named Gus and Bill and the like. i wonder how they are doing.
i think i am going to go do something really sweet right now. im sure nothing sweet will be done in return but at least i'll feel like less of a bitch.