Oct 12, 2005 21:00
i was not in the office for the earlier part of today. i decided to sleep in for a while since i didnt get any due to the incessant throbbing in my left ear. it was messing up my equilibrium so, i had to get it checked out...pronto. i was scheduled to see another doctor (since i have no faith with the one that i was previously seeing) at 10:15 and so, i cuddled with julio for another hour before hitting the shower. i think im better off changing physicians. dr. domingo is way better than dr. hee ong. half the time, i struggle to understand what the damn oriental is muttering. his previous prescription did shit. dr. domingo is filipino and he actually explained the reason of my current malady.
back home, i wasnt this sickly. i come here and...oh wow, we find out that i have allergies. all the while i thought i only had food allergies. i guess im allergic to spring and fall as well. he didnt really say "allergies" but i think its the same shit.
the doctor said that the pressure in my ear is a result of my stuffy nose. at least now i know whats causing it.
what sucks, though, is the medication. i have this nasal spray i have to stick up my nose two times a day. its not a pleasant feeling. its not unpleasant either. its just... freakin weird. its like putting on contacts for the first time. actually, its worse. sorry. anyway, on top of the whole nasal thingie, i have to take claritin twice or thrice a day, depending on how stuffy my nose is. the thing is... i get bangag from it. maybe im not used to it yet. hopefully, that's the reason. if this doesn't stop, there's a big chance i might seriously make a fool of myself. and i say this without any exaggeration.
this afternoon, as i walked into the bathroom, i felt my nose getting a little runny (probably from the nasal spray). i know for a fact that the normal reaction would be, "i need to blow my nose", right? well, i had the same reaction. but unfortunately, normalcy stopped there because the next thing i find myself doing is far from the common. imagine my shock when i felt this scratchy, stiffy material against my nose. as it seemed, instead of grabbing a piece of tissue, i grabbed one of those flimsy seat covers for the toilet. i was that wasted. its like i smoked pot during lunch at i was stoned for the remainder of the day. and its so freakin retarded that i didnt realize what i was doing until i actually felt it.
thank God no one saw it. yet, i fear myself now. who knows what idiotic act ill be doing next.
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