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i have no idea how i got from sickly to really sick. argh! i hate it. every night, before i turn in, i have to drink a grand total of 8 freakin pills. i have no problem drinking them and shoving them down my throat - all at the same time. its the thought of the long term effects that's bothering me.
i want to get well but not at the expense of something else. there's always a side effect. i dont know how grave at the moment.
i dont like the idea that i have to depend on these crap, to make things a little easier for me. it freakin sucks. but i am left with no choice. somehow, this sums up as the better of the two evils. i feel better, but the problem still exist. i tell myself that these stuff take time, just so i can quit thinking about it.
i dont like to get any sicker that i already am. candy and my dad - both sick with the flu - are spreading all kinds of germs in the house. most likely, ill catch what the unintentionally pass on in the next 2 weeks. credit it to my weak immune system.
i want to get well but not at the expense of something else. there's always a side effect. i dont know how grave at the moment.
i dont like the idea that i have to depend on these crap, to make things a little easier for me. it freakin sucks. but i am left with no choice. somehow, this sums up as the better of the two evils. i feel better, but the problem still exist. i tell myself that these stuff take time, just so i can quit thinking about it.
i dont like to get any sicker that i already am. candy and my dad - both sick with the flu - are spreading all kinds of germs in the house. most likely, ill catch what the unintentionally pass on in the next 2 weeks. credit it to my weak immune system.