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i just really felt weird this week......
this past week when she told me that he showed up at her choir thingy, my heart absolutely dropped into my stomach and i couldn't bear to even hear his fuckin name....... i just hate him, he's such a godamn prick and if he goes to hartland next year, i will be beyond paranoid..... but oh well, i guess i made a big deal about something that was big to me and i couldn't and can't express how much of a worry it is to me... i just gotta go without thinking about it, gotta try to stay sane and put it out of my head.......
but it's k..... my feelings have been really up-down these past coupla weeks cuz my routine is fucked over, but i'm so happy right now........
i just keep thinking of yesterday, i can't stop thinking about it..... i can't stop thinking of her, and i don't want to ever stop.......
mmmm, these are the feelings that make me feel so warm inside, that make me feel beyond certainty that i'll be with her forever, and i know i'm going to be : )
i can't explain how in love with her i am, and what i would give to see her right now......... i'd give up everything........ just to see her right now, just to watch her sleep....
mew-itt, i love you more than anything and i always will..... you're so wonderful and beautiful, and i love to know our future....... it's so beautiful to see what will happen in three years....... it makes me smile inside and out : )
i'll always be in love with you
this past week when she told me that he showed up at her choir thingy, my heart absolutely dropped into my stomach and i couldn't bear to even hear his fuckin name....... i just hate him, he's such a godamn prick and if he goes to hartland next year, i will be beyond paranoid..... but oh well, i guess i made a big deal about something that was big to me and i couldn't and can't express how much of a worry it is to me... i just gotta go without thinking about it, gotta try to stay sane and put it out of my head.......
but it's k..... my feelings have been really up-down these past coupla weeks cuz my routine is fucked over, but i'm so happy right now........
i just keep thinking of yesterday, i can't stop thinking about it..... i can't stop thinking of her, and i don't want to ever stop.......
mmmm, these are the feelings that make me feel so warm inside, that make me feel beyond certainty that i'll be with her forever, and i know i'm going to be : )
i can't explain how in love with her i am, and what i would give to see her right now......... i'd give up everything........ just to see her right now, just to watch her sleep....
mew-itt, i love you more than anything and i always will..... you're so wonderful and beautiful, and i love to know our future....... it's so beautiful to see what will happen in three years....... it makes me smile inside and out : )
i'll always be in love with you