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well, goodbye 2005.....
its amazing how fast i've grown up since then. i went from geeky looking to whatever looking i am now in the beggining of the year, i tapped into the most shattering and hectic summer ever. i crashed and burned in my own blood in my room one august night. i thought about killing myself almost every day throughout august and september. but my instincts told me that at the end of sept. i would be free from pain...... it was right. i met merritt bankes and fell in love with her on the night of October 8th and it was one of the best nights i ever experienced. i've learned what my purpose in life is and what i want....... and i'd be prepared to give anything for it. 2005 was the year i fell, but it was also the year i picked myself up off the ground and met the reason why my heart is still beating today. i love her so much and i've never been happier....... god, i love her so much.
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i sat there, against her bed with her, in complete shock......
when she showed me what she had made for me, i couldn't believe how beautiful it was. tears stung my eyes more and more as i read and every word of her handwriting and examined every curve of the vibrantly colored designs. it touched me so deep . so deep that i just couldnt speak..... i tried to but the words wouldn't come out. it's one of the most beautiful things i've ever seen. as soon as i got home, i ran downstairs into my room and pulled the pieces of paper out of my pocket. i looked at them and i just broke down. i thought i was gonna throw up i was crying so hard. i was touched so deep from what was written there on those pieces of paper. every time i look at them now (one is posted on my wall, the other in my wallet) i feel tears come to my eyes........ i cant explain how much i love her and how badly i want to just leave with her and never come back....
merritt,
thank you so much for everything you've given to me. you've turned my life around and given me more than i can describe. i promise i'm going to keep those pieces of paper forever, but more importantly i promise that i will keep you forever. i love you so much that i can't explain and i always will love you.... forever. you're everything to me, and i promise i will never leave you.... i love you so much..... i love you so much.....
Love, your boyfriend,
Mike Economou
its amazing how fast i've grown up since then. i went from geeky looking to whatever looking i am now in the beggining of the year, i tapped into the most shattering and hectic summer ever. i crashed and burned in my own blood in my room one august night. i thought about killing myself almost every day throughout august and september. but my instincts told me that at the end of sept. i would be free from pain...... it was right. i met merritt bankes and fell in love with her on the night of October 8th and it was one of the best nights i ever experienced. i've learned what my purpose in life is and what i want....... and i'd be prepared to give anything for it. 2005 was the year i fell, but it was also the year i picked myself up off the ground and met the reason why my heart is still beating today. i love her so much and i've never been happier....... god, i love her so much.
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i sat there, against her bed with her, in complete shock......
when she showed me what she had made for me, i couldn't believe how beautiful it was. tears stung my eyes more and more as i read and every word of her handwriting and examined every curve of the vibrantly colored designs. it touched me so deep . so deep that i just couldnt speak..... i tried to but the words wouldn't come out. it's one of the most beautiful things i've ever seen. as soon as i got home, i ran downstairs into my room and pulled the pieces of paper out of my pocket. i looked at them and i just broke down. i thought i was gonna throw up i was crying so hard. i was touched so deep from what was written there on those pieces of paper. every time i look at them now (one is posted on my wall, the other in my wallet) i feel tears come to my eyes........ i cant explain how much i love her and how badly i want to just leave with her and never come back....
merritt,
thank you so much for everything you've given to me. you've turned my life around and given me more than i can describe. i promise i'm going to keep those pieces of paper forever, but more importantly i promise that i will keep you forever. i love you so much that i can't explain and i always will love you.... forever. you're everything to me, and i promise i will never leave you.... i love you so much..... i love you so much.....
Love, your boyfriend,
Mike Economou