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o my god, what a fucked up week.
things are gettin better since last weekend, but pain still is there between my parents.... im grounded, but whatever, they're lettin me do things at home so it ain't to terrible and the groundin ends on monday......
this whole week i've wanted nothing more than to be with merritt (like always) and my meds have been fuckin up my thoughts, making me paranoid and i want to get offa them, so im faking taking them in front of my mom and im feelin better except for yesterday and part of today cuz my mom watched me to make sure i down it. sonofabitch......
anyways, the school lately has been searching my locker for no reason and a bunch of my other friends just cuz of the way we look..... i didnt have anything on me or in my locker, but godamnit.... i mean, what the fuck right do you have to make me empty me and my friends pockets and search our shit cuz u feel like it?????
fuck you gabriel richard and all your shit, and next time a teacher says to me they want to see what i have, i'm just gonna tell them to suck my dick because this shit is ridiculous..... just cuz me and my friends look like we have drugs, or cuz were different or cuz were not catholic, they try to nail me with behavior, dress code, drugs (even though i dont do it anymore), or even religion.... you bigot, sexist, religious fanatics can all burn in hell cuz, i aint puttin up with this shit anymore. i wont be segregated.
also a friend of mine, courtney has been havin issues with her parents and tried to OD on a medication. so what does everyone say when she goes to school??????????
they tell her to do everything that makes it worse.
first they say to go home, then they tell her to force vomit, then they say shes gonna die which is bullshit, cuz she couldnt've with the amount she took.
i'll talk to her and tell her about my days when i had this type of problem
wednesday was fun though....... i got to be with merritt and it was one of the best nights ever. since i had seen her last a week before that, it felt like i was holding my breath through the weekend cuz she was gone and i felt really lonely.... but when i saw her, i felt like crying because i just hadnt seen her in what felt like forever. god, i love her so much i cant even explain it.
oh well, come monday my parents wont be such dicks about stuff and i get to see her today so hells yea,
love,
mike
things are gettin better since last weekend, but pain still is there between my parents.... im grounded, but whatever, they're lettin me do things at home so it ain't to terrible and the groundin ends on monday......
this whole week i've wanted nothing more than to be with merritt (like always) and my meds have been fuckin up my thoughts, making me paranoid and i want to get offa them, so im faking taking them in front of my mom and im feelin better except for yesterday and part of today cuz my mom watched me to make sure i down it. sonofabitch......
anyways, the school lately has been searching my locker for no reason and a bunch of my other friends just cuz of the way we look..... i didnt have anything on me or in my locker, but godamnit.... i mean, what the fuck right do you have to make me empty me and my friends pockets and search our shit cuz u feel like it?????
fuck you gabriel richard and all your shit, and next time a teacher says to me they want to see what i have, i'm just gonna tell them to suck my dick because this shit is ridiculous..... just cuz me and my friends look like we have drugs, or cuz were different or cuz were not catholic, they try to nail me with behavior, dress code, drugs (even though i dont do it anymore), or even religion.... you bigot, sexist, religious fanatics can all burn in hell cuz, i aint puttin up with this shit anymore. i wont be segregated.
also a friend of mine, courtney has been havin issues with her parents and tried to OD on a medication. so what does everyone say when she goes to school??????????
they tell her to do everything that makes it worse.
first they say to go home, then they tell her to force vomit, then they say shes gonna die which is bullshit, cuz she couldnt've with the amount she took.
i'll talk to her and tell her about my days when i had this type of problem
wednesday was fun though....... i got to be with merritt and it was one of the best nights ever. since i had seen her last a week before that, it felt like i was holding my breath through the weekend cuz she was gone and i felt really lonely.... but when i saw her, i felt like crying because i just hadnt seen her in what felt like forever. god, i love her so much i cant even explain it.
oh well, come monday my parents wont be such dicks about stuff and i get to see her today so hells yea,
love,
mike