i am what i am, you cant change that

Nov 21, 2005 19:00

dad,

i know that you will probably never see this and ever know what i truly feel of you. i can put it simply like this dad, you're an asshole and thats all there is to it. all this time in my life you've never been there for me. in september when i was drinking myself to sleep, smoking myself into oblivion, cutting my wrists, and getting addicted to nicotene you werent there. when i was depressed because i couldnt find my individuality two years ago, you werent there and you would make fun of me and add insult to injury. you still do that. i've been there for you dad. i've been there when you lost your job, i've been there when you and mom got married, i've been there even when you treat me like shit because i cared about you. its obvious you dont love me dad, and you never will. the only reason you supply me with a house, clothes, food, and money is because its your job, not because you care for me. but i can tell you this

right now i'm so damn happy.... i've got the most unbelievable girl ever who i love more than anything, and you couldnt give a shit less.... well FUCK YOU JOHN ECONOMOU!!!!!!!
YOUVE NEVER BEEN THERE FOR ME AND I'LL NEVER BE THERE FOR YOU ANYMORE, YOU DONT KNOW WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY AND THE ONLY REASON I DONT RESENT YOU IS ONE FUCKING REASON!!!!!.......it's because you moved us to hartland where ive found my purpose and what i want to do with my life, i want to leave with your money that youve given me and leave with merritt and live my life without you're judgment.

i'm over you're bullshit dad, ill never be what you want and im not sorry for that..... this is who i am

i've got merritt bankes, and thats all i need to make me happy

your adopted son,
mike

merritt, thank you for helping me through this, i love you so much and i cant wait until we leave this place

love, mike economou
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