Uh..
I find myself in that under-achieving groove again and I don't like it. I feel like I have been giving 110% of myself everyday for the past couple weeks and I'm fucking tired. I keep telling myself to snap out of it, but I just can't shake it. I just want to sleep and eat and be lazy. I'm not depressed either, because I don't really have anything to be depressed about. I think I actually found the car I want and I think I might actually get it. I have a crush on a guy. I think he has a crush on me too. It's cute junior high bullshit. My roommate and I patched things up a bit and I'm way more at ease with our friendship than I have been for a long time. I think work is the only place where I am discontent. I feel like I can never do my job as well as I would like to. It is bringing me D-O-W-N. My back really hurts right now, too. I've gone through an eigth in a little under a week. I feel like I never have enough money. And I find it more important to be slightly happy and vaguely comfortable in what I do rather than doing some shit job so I can earn a little more money. I don't know. Maybe it will all change when I get a car and I can actually get to places. Hannah is in town today, but she isn't feeling very well so I may not see her until tomorrow :/ Beach run tomorrow, suckas!