May 14, 2007 19:05
I do not know how I am alive. I just am.
I do not know how I am dealing with my life. I just am.
I do not know how to grow up, it's just happening.
I don't understand how I haven't lost it yet. I supposse I've had my moments where I was kind of on the fence, but I pulled through. And I continue to half-assed hold it together.
I didn't know life was going to be this hard, but I know I refuse to give up.
I've also been reliving my childhood a bit. Those moments are quite blissful.