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Jan 18, 2007 14:31

i decided i should probobly update this thing since its been a while... im on my break in between classes and thought i would go to the library...nice choice by me haha...peace and quiet...
i think ihave decided NEVER to take a 8 am class again in my college career...it blows haha ... i think it sucks so bad bc im taking a 8am class everyday! maybe if i would spread it out everyonce in a while to give me a break i would feel differently. i naturally wake up by 8 anyways so i think a 9 am class would be perfect!!...not to be negative but im sick of the cold haha...it has snowed alot in the past couple weeks and im sick of it...i have notices wierd habits occuring...everday no matter how cold it is or warm it may be i crank up my heat in my car th 90 degrees,put on my sunglasses and put jack johnson in and pretend its summer haha...i really do this every single day haha...it puts me in a happy place.
im thinking of charleston next year...god only know what ill actually end up doing seeing that i change my mind every 2 sec... but charleston just is such an amazing place and its always been on my places to live...so why not?! i just dont want to mess things up...bc right now i have a beautiful apartment,good job,good friends and i go to an awesome school...but i still feel there is something missing...i just want to be STOKED about coming home...whereever home is... and im not STOKED about asheville...i dont want to just sit back and settle ...settle for what i have...i want more...alot depends on who and all ends up moving up here next year...my sister sara maybe...rachael ...maybe...those two would make things better deffinatly...my 2 best friends here are probobly not going to be here next year either so idk...moving to charleston would make me happy...no more frigid morning drives pretending that its warm when its really snowing...ive been emailing some people that go to CofC asking how they like it...they all love it! so that made me more sure of myself...also my brother lives down there and well he is awesome...idk i have lots to think about and i have told myself i will know what im doing and where im going by SPRING..so i have a couple months to figure it out.

im falling for a guy...he makes me smile...
and if im not mistaken the feeling is mutual...NICCCEE!my horoscope book for 2007 told me i should "go for it"...i think its going hahah

<3
valerie
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