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it even kinda embarassing to admit this but im in debt...well i wassss in debt ever since i moved out on my own...
college kids that live in dorms have it easy, they dont pay rent,electricity,water,cable,insurance,groceries etc. things usually are handed to them
meal cards,tuition seem to cover it all. sometimes i wish this is how i was...that iw as normal and got things handed to me ...but honestly now that i think
about it im glad i havent ever gotten anything handed to me...i have grown from my debt haha as lame as that sounds but now that im getting all my financial shit together
i can see how i have grown... its crazy really...i kinda like the feeling i get after i officially pay a bill...its nice ya know??
my grades are better now then they have been since elementary school...i have ALL A's and B's YAYA go me!! im so proud of myself!!
my sister was in a horrible car accendent last week and it was wierd bc since neither of my parents were here i totally went into ADULT mode...
it was crazy ... my family and my sister i think reaally appreciated my help ... i mean i took my sister to doctor appointments...handeled her damaged car...went to the police dept. to get the police report, got her a rental car and so on and so forth... its always good to know that you can handle things on your own and i think i proved myself to my family that i can handle things and handle being on my own.
i dont know where i will be next year wether it be here in asheville, in charleston or in san fran but where ever i end up i hope im happy...im starting to be happy here and its nice, i have friends who i enjoy, i have family i enjoy and i have school and work that i enjoy as well....
since i have been in debt i may have to cancel my chicago trip for december that i was going to take to go see elsa...it will cost $50 but for that money i will be able to keep my ticket for up to a year and i can call them anytime to reschedule my trip...so if it doesnt work out for december .,...maybe jan...feb...march...april...who knows???!!! but i will be there...i spent too much money on those plane tickets to just not go...
i absolutly am jumping out of my skin bc the holidays are right around the corner...thanksgiving is next week and that weekend is a HUGE tradition in my family to go with my dad and my 7 brothers and sister to rent a huge van and all of us pile in to go to the mountains to chop down a christmas tree...and thats my favorite event of the year and its NEXT weekend!! YAYAYAY!!! then....CHRISTMAS TIME!!! hell yeah...everything is working out for me right now...
beisdes missing my friends back home...but hopefully they will come visit me here soon
i also miss my mom so much ... i just appreciate her so much and my dad and my step dad and step mom...they re all beautiful people and i love them and i will see them all next week....and i will see wes finally i miss him so much i can hardly stand it i talk to him 3 times a day and its still not enough...i miss him!!
<3 yall
valerie
xoxox