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[aftercrash_]

youre just across the street
looks a mile to my feet
i want to go with you
funny how im nervous still
ive always been the easy kill
i guess i always will

could it be that everything goes around by chance
or only one way that it was always meant to be
you kill me
you always know the perfect thing to say
i know what i should do but i just cant walk away

i can picture your face well
from the bar in my hotel
i wish id go to you
i pick up, put down the phone
like your favorite heartmiser song goes:
"its just like being alone..."

oh god, please dont tell me this has been in vain
i need answers for what all the waiting ive done means
you kill me
youve got some nerve but cant face your mistakes
i know what i should do but i just cant walk away

so go on, love
leave while theres still hope for escape
got to take what you can these days
theres so much ahead
and so much regret
i know what you want to say
i know it but cant help feeling differently
i love you
and i should have said it
but tell me
just what has it ever meant

i cant help it
this is who i am
sorry but i cant just go turn off how i feel
you kill me
you build me up but just to watch me break
i know what i should do but i just cant walk away