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im beginning to suspect that maybe ive just... floated out of existance. at least as far as others are concerned. my friends dont call despite my messages. people close to me in the past have simply forgotten who i am. im just someone who hasnt made a mark on anyone's existance. when i leave i know that no one will miss me or even care. once im out of their immdetiate lives i might as well have never existed. i havent even made an impact on people who ive dated for months. every boyfriend ive had was still pining for their long lost love, but after i came and went, its like i never even was, and on they move to their next lover. no one remembers me or cares who i am, regardless of my attempts to rebuild any sort of relationship with them. somethins is really wrong with me, perhpaps, that everyone i befriend or fall in love with, no matter how briefly, leaves a little bit of themselves with me, but somehow i fail to reciprocate the gesture.
to everyone in my past, im just that one girl they used to know. That one girl they used to love.
to everyone in my past, im just that one girl they used to know. That one girl they used to love.