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[afterannabel]

I'm feeling very off lately. It might be in part because my meds are getting adjusted (again) and I'm really very unhappy with that situation. I just want to be off them right now. I've considered that I could just stop taking them. I feel like my therapy isn't helping anymore. I was doing so much better for so long and then at the end of November it started to go to shit. This is going to be a very long break, especially if I don't have a job. I can't just read all the time. I'll go crazy.
I have officially finished buying Christmas presents. Well, maybe one more little thing for my mom. But that's it. No more.
Apparently it's not normal to shit blood.
I've been practicing the bass and it relaxes me a lot, like a good massage.
Angels in America is on now.
Goodbye.