No matter what happens- divorce, whatever- I can't give up. I want a really good life, or at least one where I don't have to worry so much, and suffer due to lack of money.
It sounds like you've set yourself good goals and are taking serious steps towards fulfilling them. Kudos to you, not just anyone can do all that :) It may not feel like it due to all the emotional issues you're having to deal with, but to an outside person, it's very impressive progress. Given your determination, I am sure you will be able to reach those goals.
It is too bad your husband is not able to be supportive to you right now. I hope that with your encouragement he is able to open up his own baggage and also to become more comfortable supporting you with yours. Maybe when you are on appropriate medication the situation between you and him will change. That's not to say that your needs are out of line, of course - just that maybe the medication will be able to help you so that you don't need as much from him right now that he's so far incapable of or unwilling to offer. hopefully it will give him some time to come out of his own shell.
It sounds like you've set yourself good goals and are taking serious steps towards fulfilling them. Kudos to you, not just anyone can do all that :) It may not feel like it due to all the emotional issues you're having to deal with, but to an outside person, it's very impressive progress. Given your determination, I am sure you will be able to reach those goals.
It is too bad your husband is not able to be supportive to you right now. I hope that with your encouragement he is able to open up his own baggage and also to become more comfortable supporting you with yours. Maybe when you are on appropriate medication the situation between you and him will change. That's not to say that your needs are out of line, of course - just that maybe the medication will be able to help you so that you don't need as much from him right now that he's so far incapable of or unwilling to offer. hopefully it will give him some time to come out of his own shell.
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