Sep 19, 2008 18:34
so this is my first time posting, or even talking about this subject period. i had my first abortion when i was 16. i got pregnant at 15, right before my birthday. the guy told me in a hypothetical situation that if i was ever to get pregnant, he'd leave. so i didn't tell him. i got a job so i could pay for it. i had the procedure done w/o anesthesia so i could drive myself home. i hopped on the pill after that. about 2 years later, i sumhow, while still on the pill, got pregnant again. this guy was in the military & had no intentions of keeping a kid. he kickd me the money b4 he left to iraq & again, i was left to do this on my own. i went back on the pill, & still, somehow, got pregnant. i had my 3rd abortion about 2 months ago. everyone says it's a terrible thing to go through. they're right. i just think that maybe it wuldnt hav been quite so bad if i didn't have to do it all alone.